emotionally unstable

i went back to clgge diz morning and arrived here diz afternoon.
on my way....start from ampang lrt station till i reach muadzam
i tried to call him
but he seems never care to answer
i even texted him
yet he never reply

at last.around 1.30
i manage to talk to him(after more than dozens call dat i make)
i feel so messed up since i left my car key back at kl
i hope..there's sum1 dat could cool me down
yes.he did his part of his part
after done the talkin
he texted me sayin dat i dun even asked him how's he doin
again
i try to call him..so many times
n yet..there's no1 seems to care to pick up the phone

at 4.30
i manage to talk to him
n he seems to merajuk since i dun ask him how is he doing
(ok.fine)

at 5.15pm..i call him until 630 (over n over again)
but as usuall..no one pick up the phone

at 8..at last i manage to talk to him.

**yes..i am sad with his way of treating me lyke diz.but i keep telling myself dat i need to understand his situation.**

just now..i call him
and he raised up his voice to me.
i was
shocked.
sad.

and now i cry. again.

i put him as priority in my life
treat him as one

**i wonder where did i stand in his life**